I am posting this as part of The Single Woman's 30-Day Blogging Challenge.
Deep down I truly believe and have faith that God will put the right man in my life at the right time. But no matter how deep my faith is, I still have fears. What can I say, I was a born worrier. My first fear is that there is something about me that I need to change or work on and I don't know I need to. Maybe I'm not domesticated enough or smart enough or funny enough. In my mind I'm a fun person, but maybe the reality is that I need to be more fun. Maybe I'm too serious or maybe I'm not serious enough. Maybe I'm too much of a loner. I've been single 29 years and I really treasure my alone time. The list is endless and long.
My other fear is this - I'm not really good at realizing when a guy is flirting with me or is showing interest in me. In fact, I'm completely clueless. In my mind, things are very black and white. They either are or they aren't. And truthfully, I have no clue if they are or aren't. If I think a guy is flirting with me, I have to ask either my sister or friend to confirm or deny it for me. I miss the guys that are flirting and misinterpret guys who aren't flirting. Just clueless. I'm good with facts. Not so good with dating and flirting. So I am constantly praying and asking God to make it crystal clear to me that a guy is interested. I don't want to miss Mr. Right because I genuinely didn't know he was interested. And Lord, let him be OK with the fact that I'm not so great with flirting also!
What are your biggest fear(s) as a single woman?
Until Next Time,
Deep down I truly believe and have faith that God will put the right man in my life at the right time. But no matter how deep my faith is, I still have fears. What can I say, I was a born worrier. My first fear is that there is something about me that I need to change or work on and I don't know I need to. Maybe I'm not domesticated enough or smart enough or funny enough. In my mind I'm a fun person, but maybe the reality is that I need to be more fun. Maybe I'm too serious or maybe I'm not serious enough. Maybe I'm too much of a loner. I've been single 29 years and I really treasure my alone time. The list is endless and long.
My other fear is this - I'm not really good at realizing when a guy is flirting with me or is showing interest in me. In fact, I'm completely clueless. In my mind, things are very black and white. They either are or they aren't. And truthfully, I have no clue if they are or aren't. If I think a guy is flirting with me, I have to ask either my sister or friend to confirm or deny it for me. I miss the guys that are flirting and misinterpret guys who aren't flirting. Just clueless. I'm good with facts. Not so good with dating and flirting. So I am constantly praying and asking God to make it crystal clear to me that a guy is interested. I don't want to miss Mr. Right because I genuinely didn't know he was interested. And Lord, let him be OK with the fact that I'm not so great with flirting also!
What are your biggest fear(s) as a single woman?
Until Next Time,
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